Another day, another dollar. At work already, not sure why but finding this week totally exshusting and sadly its only Tuesday. I sooo can't wait until Wednesday night. Then at least I have Thursday off, can sleep in a little, try to refresh, lol. I haven't made my list of things to do as of yet, but its me, no matter when I start it, I will just keep adding to it. I want to try and get as much done of that list that I can in the Am and have a total lazy afternoon and do nothing. HA I know ... I know, me do nothing, that is just crazy.
Well the election is over, and I am happy about that. The little crap that people say was driving me crazy. They focus on one thing and that is it.
On another note, yesterday had been my parents 25th wedding anniversary, and well wtih all the issues with my "Sibling", his wife posted a message on my mom's wall wishing them one, (HELLO get off facebook) and call. But her husband my sibling, doesn't bother because he would need to apologize. When he gets booted out of his apartment and needs a place to go, or help moving good luck with that. With the way he treats mom and dad, they are tired of it. I have been saying this for years but honestly my family just thinks we fight. They don't realize the reason; they think its just being childish, but its more then that. I understand people will never understand, or want to understand, or believe in the whole forgive and forget. Why should I? I scraficed before and now the family still expects me too... where is the justics for me?
Just a short random rant, lol
Tuesday, April 24, 2012
Monday, April 23, 2012
Opinions and such
A new week at work, and at the end of today there will only be 21 calender days left until I head to Vegas, got to say it can't come soon enough. As it is this week along I am pushing to get to Wednesday evening... why parents are out of town, whole house to myself. HURRAY!!!. Lots to do, but Thursday I am hoping to do very little . . . Not sure why that never works but here is to finger's crossed and bad night's sleep trying to share my bed with three dogs, lol. Other then that on early shift so the house should be peaceful, and enjoying the evenings upstairs.
Things have been bothering me lately, many things, that just keep buliding up, not sure if its due to the whole not really getting any writing in or anything so not way to relieve my stress. Let's start with one that has been bothering me off and on for months now. I am always to blame for everything; there is a glitch in something, or something did not go through, its my fault. Now I am ok taking the blame for things a lot of the time, but not all of the time, a girl needs a break once in awhile. And it doesn't matter who it is, they just keep putting it on me. If I did something wrong, or I do realize it is my own fault I have no problem admitting to it, or taking the blame, but I take it all the time for things that I had nothing to do with.
Another issue is opinions, myself like other people are entitled to their own opinion, now respect other people's opinions, I am open to hearing them, (although will tune out if rascist or preachy, but I tend to listen). But lately its everywhere, and they play the Race/sex/orientation/beliefs card. I understand all of these are apart of who you are and your values, and yes I respect your right to have your own opinion on it, but respect mine to have my own. Like in this recent election, a few things have been going on; I know a canadiate represents a party, however, a person is allowed to have their own personal views with out the Party being connected to it. One man who is a minister (his other job) is running, now in his religion it is against same sex marriage. Well his religion says that, but his own personal views say the opposite and yet people are saying do not vote for the party because of him.... Hello HE IS NOT THE WHOLE PARTY. He is allowed to have a personal opinion. Another issue is on a group I was apart of. I do accept other people's opinions, but when I have one, and other people pretty much disagree (which is fine) but then basically try and point out why I am wrong using their own personal opinions and then state someone else is correct because their opinions match isn't exactly right. With personal opinions no one is RIGHT OR WRONG, that is why its PERSONAL opinions, there are no right or wrong answers.
Another issue is taking ownership of things. Issues with our Cable company, and you call them and not getting anywhere, they wont take a blame or anything, they shrug it off. Take some responsiblity!
On a good note, today is my parents 35th Wedding Anniversary!. I hope to one day hit that too, but the way things are looking, lol getting to one year would be a bonus... would have to meet someone first. Oh well such is life
Things have been bothering me lately, many things, that just keep buliding up, not sure if its due to the whole not really getting any writing in or anything so not way to relieve my stress. Let's start with one that has been bothering me off and on for months now. I am always to blame for everything; there is a glitch in something, or something did not go through, its my fault. Now I am ok taking the blame for things a lot of the time, but not all of the time, a girl needs a break once in awhile. And it doesn't matter who it is, they just keep putting it on me. If I did something wrong, or I do realize it is my own fault I have no problem admitting to it, or taking the blame, but I take it all the time for things that I had nothing to do with.
Another issue is opinions, myself like other people are entitled to their own opinion, now respect other people's opinions, I am open to hearing them, (although will tune out if rascist or preachy, but I tend to listen). But lately its everywhere, and they play the Race/sex/orientation/beliefs card. I understand all of these are apart of who you are and your values, and yes I respect your right to have your own opinion on it, but respect mine to have my own. Like in this recent election, a few things have been going on; I know a canadiate represents a party, however, a person is allowed to have their own personal views with out the Party being connected to it. One man who is a minister (his other job) is running, now in his religion it is against same sex marriage. Well his religion says that, but his own personal views say the opposite and yet people are saying do not vote for the party because of him.... Hello HE IS NOT THE WHOLE PARTY. He is allowed to have a personal opinion. Another issue is on a group I was apart of. I do accept other people's opinions, but when I have one, and other people pretty much disagree (which is fine) but then basically try and point out why I am wrong using their own personal opinions and then state someone else is correct because their opinions match isn't exactly right. With personal opinions no one is RIGHT OR WRONG, that is why its PERSONAL opinions, there are no right or wrong answers.
Another issue is taking ownership of things. Issues with our Cable company, and you call them and not getting anywhere, they wont take a blame or anything, they shrug it off. Take some responsiblity!
On a good note, today is my parents 35th Wedding Anniversary!. I hope to one day hit that too, but the way things are looking, lol getting to one year would be a bonus... would have to meet someone first. Oh well such is life
Friday, April 20, 2012
One day does make a difference
Well things are looking up a little. Found out today that my tax return (although not finalized) is a bit more then i thought it would be. Well over a thousand more then I thought it would be. That helps with paying my insurance for the year, getting the all season tires on my car and putting money away for my surgery, (YAHOO). All of that lifts some worries off of myself, so i don't so many worries. Need to restructure things but things just may be looking up, lol finally. Still on the late shift this week, today very very slow, with a lot of screaming customers that do call in. Over all not a bad night but an end to a decent week.
Thursday, April 19, 2012
Just need to get away
It is my late shift at work and I am hoping to use this time today to get in a blog post as well as perhaps do some writing. I miss doing the writing. Tired today, going from 7 am shifts to this 12:30 to 9 shifts is not easy, and next week I am back to 7 ams since I requested them. My parents are going away next week, at least the last part of the week, heading to Sask to see the rental houses. So from Wednesday I have the house to myself, a plus. I did switch a shift so I have a whole house to myself for a full day, YAHOO. I know that sounds strange but the peace of just me, feeling like my own space is a good one. I would love to be a lazy butt and lazy around but thats is just not me. Plan on doing a little bit of house work, going for a walk with the dog, start planning for my trip, what to bring, what I need to have done before I go, just a few things.
As for other things going on in my life, well this monday is my parents Ann, 35 years. Good for them, not to many people make it that far or even that close, especially not in my family. Will see if a "family" member calls them and wishes them good wishes, but to be honest I really doubt that will happen, of course unless this person doesn't realize there is a problem.
Another thing going on that is bothering me is people who make plans or commitments and yet either forget or decide if they do not mention them then they will go away. This one person has done it multiple times to me, and given signs its going to happen again with Heritiage days. I had made an event on facebook inviting a few people to go for the day, stating either Aug 5 or 6, depending on if when Julie comes we are going to Empty town first or heritage days depending on the schedule of my parents. that is on the event thing, but it looks like (going by what someone else posted up on her wall) that she may have plans for the aug 4, which sounds to be probably camping (it is usually what she does esp since it is a long weekend). I put on there a comment asking what she was doing and no reply, why because I am sure she believes if she does not answer then I will forget or not realize it.
Work is going well, a few issues, such as the new agents making some big mistakes, now i know they are new and i know my class made some mistakes however this are major mistakes. The other classes have only made slight ones and not ones that would cost the company a ton of money. Three days in a row all I am doing is fixing these problems, I am seriously wanting to slam my head into a wall. There is a little less garbage going around for the past couple of days, so that is a plus. In other words I haven't gotten in trouble for a couple of days. I wont lie I am pushing for the weekend, feel like I just need to get away.
On a good note, Vegas in 26 days. At this time next month I will have seen ELVIS!!!
As for other things going on in my life, well this monday is my parents Ann, 35 years. Good for them, not to many people make it that far or even that close, especially not in my family. Will see if a "family" member calls them and wishes them good wishes, but to be honest I really doubt that will happen, of course unless this person doesn't realize there is a problem.
Another thing going on that is bothering me is people who make plans or commitments and yet either forget or decide if they do not mention them then they will go away. This one person has done it multiple times to me, and given signs its going to happen again with Heritiage days. I had made an event on facebook inviting a few people to go for the day, stating either Aug 5 or 6, depending on if when Julie comes we are going to Empty town first or heritage days depending on the schedule of my parents. that is on the event thing, but it looks like (going by what someone else posted up on her wall) that she may have plans for the aug 4, which sounds to be probably camping (it is usually what she does esp since it is a long weekend). I put on there a comment asking what she was doing and no reply, why because I am sure she believes if she does not answer then I will forget or not realize it.
Work is going well, a few issues, such as the new agents making some big mistakes, now i know they are new and i know my class made some mistakes however this are major mistakes. The other classes have only made slight ones and not ones that would cost the company a ton of money. Three days in a row all I am doing is fixing these problems, I am seriously wanting to slam my head into a wall. There is a little less garbage going around for the past couple of days, so that is a plus. In other words I haven't gotten in trouble for a couple of days. I wont lie I am pushing for the weekend, feel like I just need to get away.
On a good note, Vegas in 26 days. At this time next month I will have seen ELVIS!!!
Tuesday, April 10, 2012
Each step
Well a new month. April already, it is shockingly going quickly. Upon looking at the calendar totally shocked at seeing that it is April 10th already and that I will be in Vegas in 35 days. I can hardly wait. Much needed and excited, I need start putting things together, figuring out what to bring and what not to bring.
This past weekend was kind of busy, finally got to put stuff away in the basement, put things out of the containers but really didn't do a heck of a lot. Will have to move out to offically move.
I started to do some thinking, there are a few places I would like to go in the future at least close places. Go back to Seattle to visit Julie (would have loved to go this year, to see the 50 year of world fair). See the Oregan coast with Julie, and to go to Graceland. Those are future near goals. I do want to see other places but they are further future. I want to move out get my own place before I go to the land down under or Russia etc etc. The little goals.
Things this year seem to be going alright, dad is starting to do a bit better. My mom is finally going to get the surgery on her knee like she so badly needs. And Even I am going in for surgery in Sept to remove the extra skin i have from my weight loss. YEAH. So excited for the thigns happening this year, a bit nervous too but its one step at a time. Learn the hard way of not grouping things for the year, each thing that happens is a new event, it does not make the year bad, just its one step in either direction as the year goes. I need to start looking them as the little steps and work from there
This past weekend was kind of busy, finally got to put stuff away in the basement, put things out of the containers but really didn't do a heck of a lot. Will have to move out to offically move.
I started to do some thinking, there are a few places I would like to go in the future at least close places. Go back to Seattle to visit Julie (would have loved to go this year, to see the 50 year of world fair). See the Oregan coast with Julie, and to go to Graceland. Those are future near goals. I do want to see other places but they are further future. I want to move out get my own place before I go to the land down under or Russia etc etc. The little goals.
Things this year seem to be going alright, dad is starting to do a bit better. My mom is finally going to get the surgery on her knee like she so badly needs. And Even I am going in for surgery in Sept to remove the extra skin i have from my weight loss. YEAH. So excited for the thigns happening this year, a bit nervous too but its one step at a time. Learn the hard way of not grouping things for the year, each thing that happens is a new event, it does not make the year bad, just its one step in either direction as the year goes. I need to start looking them as the little steps and work from there
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