100 days to a new me

So I have been following online a website called 100days.com. People change their lives in 100 days, usually through weight loss but I want to do it with all aspects of my life. And I mean all aspects. I have things to get on track. My financial situation is not good right now, or is my weight and health. Even just my mental mind frame; I am finding myself to me not as sympatric as I use to be and having a hard time showing empathy and I am starting to question myself. I will be completed this by May 2. So I sent my goals, for the next 100 days, 1) I will not be spending money that isn’t budgeted (with the exception of taking a taxi to my treatment this Friday but I figured would stop and get a booster juice to try and give myself something to eat beforehand that would have the nutrients etc that I need especially since I never feel like eating after the treatments 2) I will be hitting the treadmill every day. The Three weeks will be for a half an hour, after that for the rest of the time an hour. 3) For the first two weeks doing 25 sit ups, 25 leg lifts, 25 lunges, 25 squats, 25 vertical lifts. Two weeks after that, 35 of each. After the first month 50 of each 4) I will finish writing my Nano story 5) Arm lifts 6) I want to get Sear card at least half paid off 7) Want to get enough off of visa to book holiday for May and then restart to clear off card again 8) Start eatting better, This is just the start, I need to start to organize myself, clean my self out really and get my life on track.

New year, same old same old

Wowie where are things going; stressed doesn’t begin to cover it right now. Julie, Jess and I are doing a small thing right now about weight loss.. I am working out, I am doing a good job of eating right and I gained weight!. My new expensive winter jacket is tight on my big hips and rear. I work on those areas but nothing is helping. Let alone worried about finances right now. I have to pay for the hotel and rafting for May, and I have to book it soon, but worried since I was stupid and lowered the limits on my credit cards, not thinking about it so I have no give room. And it doesn’t help that I spent a ton of money at the stupid dentist!. Yes my insurance covered a great deal of it, but still cost more than I thought. I know, I have no one to blame but myself. As for my writing, well I did finish nano so proud of that, but really didn’t finish the story so did I really finish nano? And the worst thing is I know what I need to say, or want to say next to work to the end, but am I doing it? Nope. Writing would probably relax me. Other things have been stressing me out; I start working towards perhaps going on a date with someone and what happens, they just stop talking to me. I wonder why I even bother? Seriously, not that anyone would be really interested any more, since I can’t see. I just feeling over whelmed and frustrated.